there were many ways to do the deed
drips and drops or creative speed
constraints of time meant do or die
zoned out deep but eager to fly

Posted in writings on October 16, 2016| 1 Comment »
there were many ways to do the deed
drips and drops or creative speed
constraints of time meant do or die
zoned out deep but eager to fly
Posted in writings on August 8, 2016| 1 Comment »
Bite the seed of bitterness
Don’t let it perch in your throat
Nor swallow a piece of your anger
It will only rock your boat
Swim the sea of life’s journey
And face the waves of destiny
Live it like it’s meant to be
But don’t cry and accept disharmony
Your heart is not a ready dart-board
Protect it from needle cactus quotes
You know you bloom to a different chord
Why bother to slam this fussy world
Fill up instead with a pitcher of courage
Fire it with vibes of generous love
There’s no need to burn and boil
Nor fault the daily toil
Know this truth of memories ingrained
They’ll fade or lurk, it’s in our brain
Why dwell in a sensory sewage drain
When we can create a patch of our own heaven
Posted in writings on April 25, 2016| Leave a Comment »
Mathematics and the God Concept
Math cannot take the mystery out of life without doing away with life itself, for it is life’s mystery, its unpredictability — the fact that it is dynamic, not static — that makes it alive and worth living. – Vedicsciences.net
In ancient India, mathematics served as a bridge between understanding material reality and the spiritual conception. The mathematics of the Vedas lacks the cold, clear, geometric precision of the West; rather, it is cloaked in the poetic language which so distinguishes the East. Vedic mathematicians strongly felt that every discipline must have a purpose, and believed that the ultimate goal of life was to achieve self-realization and love of God and thereby be released from the cycle of birth and death.
Michio Kaku, a theoretical physicist and futurist, says that God could be a mathematician: “The mind of God we believe is cosmic music, the music of strings resonating through 11 dimensional hyperspace. That is the mind of God.”
I was therefore fascinated by the concept for a book entitled Brahmaganita which is explained in detail by Abhishek Leela Pandey, a Knowledge Expert, Senior Faculty Member of the T.I.M.E Institute in Delhi, specializing in Mathematics. According to Abhishek, Mathematics is Empirical Philosophy. In its most general form, Brahmaganita is the study of the behavior of mathematical expressions and equations. It can be commonly perceived as a connecting link between all the branches of mathematical studies.
It derives its name from Brahma, one of the Gods in Hindu trinity who is unanimously considered as the creator of the universe; and Ganita, the Sanskrit term for Mathematics. Brahmaganita is a tool for more general operations like addition and multiplication, and also to record and analyse the complex patterns pertaining to higher order functions and dimensions.
Interview session with Abhishek Leela Pandey
SN: According to the conclusions of a scientific study, it would appear that learning mathematics truly changes the human brain, in a way that is clearly visible when using medical brain-imaging techniques. What is your perspective on this?
ALP: Mathematics is wired inside a human brain from the time when Lucy (the first human female, our common ancestor) was born. The latency of this mechanism was so much prominent that few minds which were naturally favoured to decode it, grew up to become mathematicians.
Well, the evolutionary pressure on fellow humans paved a way towards development of logic, reason and language. The way mathematics has transformed itself to an abstract yet absolute art, develops, or, rather creates new nodes which were always trying to grow, inside the brain. I do not want to stereotype just humans to be well efficient with Problem Solving capability on a complex level. It is evident in many other highly developed organisms; no rhetoric intended. Yes, the brain changes, expands, convolutes and affects the persona and the super ego of Human Animals.
SN: Mathematics has a link to Brahma?
ALP: Brahma is a collective aspect of the creativity embarked in all the nooks of the Universe. Creativity without Mathematics does not exist.
SN: Mathematics and spirituality are linked. Please elaborate.
ALP: They surely are!! The ultimate aim of any mathematician was to find or at least explain the concept of God. Pythagorus claimed that the entire Universe is a combination of rightly fit Triangles. Tirathji explained how Mathematics has a relation to the commentaries by God. Ramanujan felt the presence of a divine deity which would make Theorems “obvious” to him. Trachtenberg found solace and redemption through mathematics in a prison, under Nazi Supremacy.
SN: Can everyone, including those who are not good with numbers, understand Brahmaganita?
ALP: Everyone is good with numbers. They do not know it. Brahmaganita works on the principle of self esteem on a mathematical level and that is what it aims to achieve!!
SN: Why are you so passionate about this particular explanation of Brahmaganita? How did you come up with this thought process?
ALP: Passion develops in a bilateral way. It is induced when it is rewarded. I am thankful to my students who have crafted my insanity to passion, if that’s a possibility. This thought process just came to me. I do not know the reason yet.
SN: Brahmaganita is the study of the behavior of mathematical expressions and equations. To what purpose?
ALP: To demonstrate the occurrences inside a human brain, the epicenter of the universal conscience, mathematical expressions are needed, as they are empirical and devoid of subjectivity and obscurantism.
SN: What is your ultimate aim?
ALP: My ultimate aim is in development, the way everything else is, but yes, I want to prove the existence of God, in an expression so that no one questions its authenticity. Moreover, I would tend to develop amathematical expression for Satan, so that it can be eliminated permanently.
Contact: abhishekleelapandey@gmail.com
Posted in writings on January 9, 2016| Leave a Comment »
From random streaming of notes, I have gathered over the year…
Personal truth: Human beings lie to themselves and other on a daily basis, we select facts to govern our personal lives and decisions that work to our benefit and convenience and occasionally even our sanity.
In an age of reality, fiction that masquerades as memoir and an internet culture that allows anyone to say anything and declare it gospel truth, mere belief is not good enough.
History: a thread of emotion links the past to the present
Random: Cracks on the window, tricks of light, fragmented…i listen with my eyes, my ears taste the music, no words escape the heart, silent musings erupt in painful shards of broken glass…the cracks on the window are streaks of rain. What wondrous webs we weave through circles of time, thoughts loop through illusory slippery images, until it wings on an idea…crystallizes…maps
Slave or master, tell them yes to fool your brain, there is no truth only perception, play it wise, and follow the path of the smart, stay cool stay sharp, for the world will tread on the weak…no matter what.
Stuck in my head: Ready to Go
Be ready to Go…happy 2016
Posted in writings on September 11, 2015| 2 Comments »
‘Unresolved’ is a dark suspenseful story with disturbing events, cunning characters, and a trap set in a web of deceit….
Ten quotes to fit the psycho theme:
Posted in writings on September 11, 2015| Leave a Comment »
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Posted in writings on August 12, 2015| Leave a Comment »
It is a messy, untidy process this writing. It spills out over the edges, irritating and disorganized. It is meant to be a planned endeavour, fitting into neat spaces created for specific purposes. But the words and phrases emerge as jigsaw pieces unfitting, unbecoming in its purpose, without restraint, of no particular logic. Everyone writes differently. And for me I sometimes feel disconnected when I’ve written something, and I don’t know what to do with these random ideas.
I then realized that jigsaw puzzles are broken down images. The satisfaction comes from putting them together, from making something neat and tidy. The same feel comes when tightening hinges, wiping smoky mirrors, mopping up spilled tea, and colouring. (I bought one of those colouring books for grown-ups, keeps me from reaching out for my smartphone every two minutes).
This stretching of the imagination and writing stuff down at random intervals is necessary, I think. It’s these misplaced words, the clunky rawness of emotion, the edginess of that disturbed state of mind that elicits a tug, a gut pull that something is happening that can be structured. Rage, pity, frustrations spill in all its uncensored state. These can be neatly packaged.
It makes sense eventually when all the pieces fit, when all the emotions tie in together to create interlinked loops of a story. Apophenia is the term used for the way our brains seek pattern where none exists. That’s how we can make sure all our little snippets of thoughts interconnect and form a story.
Here are some tried-and-tested techniques for those who wish to write: